Hello, my name is ___, and this is my blog of suppressed feelings and semi motivational words and phrases to help everyone who feels the same way I do. I grew up in an abusive home, I've had a past of self harm, an on/off eating disorder, and I turn to music to escape reality when things get a bit too tough.
I am not in any way pro-mia/ana, OR pro-self harm. I'm just a fucked up 19 year old girl in a fucked up world.
Don't fall into the trap of pretending everything's fine when you know it isn't. And don't hold strong opinions about things you don't understand.

I usually blog here late at night because that's when the dark thoughts are allowed to creep back in.

Anonymous asked: it's always love that gets you. i'll tell you a secret, i fell in love once, and now i'm a fucking whore. people ruin people. sometimes it's better to not feel things.

You shouldn’t call yourself a whore, it’s not a very nice thing to do to yourself. I suppose people can ruin others, but you shouldn’t let one bad experience of the past dictate how you feel about yourself for the rest of your life. You’re worth so much, and one day you’ll find someone who loves you for you, and who won’t hurt you.
Sometimes things hurt, but it’s good to know what pain feels like so once you’re happy you can appreciate it more xx

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Anonymous asked: if your only on this blog when your feeling down, then i hope that you never come back to this blog. i dont know you, but i hope there comes a time in your life when your always happy

You’re so nice for saying that, thank you. Sometimes I can get so busy taking care of others that I sort of throw myself to the side. It’s quite a balancing act, but I’m certainly trying. I hope you get a lot of happiness too anon! And don’t worry about not knowing me or anything, it’s good to make new friends~

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australiansanta:

anonymous compliments are so cute like their only aim is to make you feel better, they dont want any respect or personal thanks, just the satisfaction knowing they made someones day, now how fricken cute is that am i right

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Anonymous asked: i just wanted to say how proud of you i am because i'm so fucking proud of you. i love you.

oh wow….thank you so much. That means a lot to me. I’ve been away from this blog for awhile because I was feeling okay and usually when I feel okay I don’t want to be around negative stuff, but I haven’t been feeling so well lately so.. here I am, I suppose~
That’s really nice of you, thank you :)

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scntrx:

I wish I could help everybody who felt sad, alone, upset or suicidal today. Even if I can’t help myself, it’s great knowing I can help others. 

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